can't you just see?

It's for the better if you're left out. Or it's still better if you pick the other side. I don't want to tear you to bits. You don't deserve that.

And for as the boy thing and you not getting involved. I am just selfish. Your opinion means so much to me and if you don't like him then I won't. And I really want to like him. I think he's a good boy. I don't want your opinion to ruin it. Or that you would be disappointing in me. I don't know if I could handle that.

It's not because I don't love you that I don't want you to know stuff from me I would just rather you hear it from someone else. Otherwise you're remaining Switzerland.