Urg.

I HATE feeling this way.

YOU ugh. I don't get why I've been so pushed. I'm not included. I'm pretty sure you want me out of the picture. So just say it.
It would be a lot less painful.

I guess thanks for keeping me around this long???

I just don't get why you want to ask...yeah. It sorta bothers me. no not sorta, really bothers me. you barely even...uggg.

I just am left out. I'm the peas that get pushed off the plate.

I just don't fit in any more. Uh. I don't think I'm jealous but maybe I am.

I don't want to be jealous of what you two have. Just be included on your club.

Madisen I totally get how you feel now.

It's no fun at all.

And ....... you better not do anything. I swear. It would break everyone's heart. Even mine, even if ............ not there.

I just want to go back. Before any of this crap started.