Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I really need...

I really need an attitude adjustment.
I'm a brat and get really upset when I don't get what I want.
I wasn't raised like that.
I hate myself for it.

Sometimes I hate myself for thinking things like what's the point?
I'm not any different than any other mormon girl.
I'm going off to BYU-ID and apparently some guy is supposed to whisk me off my feet.
Then what I get married, have kids, raise kids the rest of my life?
I just want to be different.
I don't want to be like everyone else. I hate it actually.

1 comment:

  1. Sometimes I feel the same way. I don't want my life to be set out for me. But don't worry about. You're already different ( in a good way) and I love you!!!

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