Messing up isn't fun.

You know what?
you don't have a second hand life.
You're so lucky. SO lucky that you have the life you do Rachel.
Because honey life sucks sometimes. You know this. I know this. Everybody freaking knows this.
You're going to have trials.
but why give yourself them if you have a CHOICE.
You don't want to eliminate all your options because once you've made your choice you may not have a way out.
Life you life as it goes.
Don't let the bumps along your way be your own doing.