something bad happens and I spiral down again.
What if I go back to my old ways?
What if things get so bad that's all I want to do?
What If I believe it is the only way of making me feel better?
I don't ever want to go back to where I was in April but I'm scared of myself.
No matter how bad things get, I'll always be here for you. I promise you that. No matter how far apart we are, just call my name and I'll come running. I won't let you spiral down again. I can't let it happen again.
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