Love isn't real. at least not for me.

I sometimes feel like no one will love me. It's a horrible feeling. I just want someone to feel exactly the same way I feel about them. I've thought I was in love before maybe I was, but I know I'm not in love anymore. I just want someone to hold my hand and be there no matter what. It's so hard when you are at a school that supports relationships and marriages so much. It's super hard to be around that all the time. Thanks goodness that none of my roommates have boyfriends or I might just cry.

Something that is super sad is that I told a boy I liked him and now it's pretty much ruined everything. Nothing is the same anymore. Lesson Learned from this: take away my cell phone when I am high off vicodin.