I'm really upset you're leaving. I know you have to but I don't want you to. I love you. I want you to always be there for me. I want to be strange with you. You're my best friend. You're someone I can honestly say I don't know if I can live without. I think you're the only person I've ever said that about. Perhaps I'm being cheesy. Okay I know I'm being cheesy but...

Oh what does it matter. What matters at all anyway. Nothing. I'll find a way to move on.